Forever

Its another day in another world,
A new place with a new face

So many have come and so many have gone.
How many more? How many more,
Will I see , Will I love , will I part.
How many more will walk with me,
Walk beside me in the sands of time,
As brothers , sisters , lovers.
All to fade away into my Yesterday.

Like a mirage the memory shimmers,
In the distant corners of my mind it beckons,
So alluring so seductive, It lingers
Filling my soul, my whole.

I close my eyes and am taken to it.
Living once more in a yesterday of my choice,
Colors all bright and the lights all lit.
This is life, this is eternity, says the voice.

But then I open my eyes and I see my world
This new place and this new face
And then I know that tomorrow,
You will be part of the yesterday I chose,
You will, however, remain,
My true love, forever.

AGAIN???

If you think you know me
think again,
If you think you've got me,
wink again.
If you think I am laughing,
smile again,
if you think I am crying,
its for a while again.
If you think I am a flirt,
flirt again,
If you think I am hurt,
hurt again.
If you think I miss you,
miss me again ,
If you think I need to kiss you,
kiss me again.
If you think I wish to hold you,
hold me again,
If you think I am bold,
you've told me again.
If you think I am funny,
have fun again,
If you think I am romantic,
lets see the setting sun again.
But it all begins where it ended,
I believe its ended again.
If you think I am offended,
offend me again.
Hoping again that again never dies,
again and again,
I've been living in lies.
But do not know why
I want it again,
Again felt so perfect,
That I am in love again.

i and i alone

One day as I crawled out of bed,
this peculiar thought cropped in my head.
It said,
are you dead?
I don't know why, but to the mirror I ran,
is it possible can I be a dead man?
In a matter of seconds to my surprise,
It came to be true what I felt were lies.
In the mirror as I gazed I stood appalled,
on the bed was my body that never crawled.
I did get up how could that be,
while I stood there, on the bed was me.
Died, dead, departed ???
but life had just started!!!
I gave a call to my mother,
and then to dad and then to brother.
But none could hear me like I said,
my body was there but I was dead.
At a distance, outside, I heard mom call,
I ran towards her as I ran through a wall.
Could I do it wow that seemed magical,
or rather I should say it seemed illogical.
Mom was climbing the stairs, approaching my room,
unaware her son's not sleeping , he's reached his doom.
As she swung open the door I covered my eyes,
I wouldn't have been able to witness her cries.
Anytime now when she would learn,
then they would take me away and simply burn.
While all these thoughts bombarded my head,
I couldn't believe, me, myself said...
yeah it was me these aren't lies,
I said, “yeah yeah I'm up just resting my eyes”
As mom walked out she walked through me,
but I am here this cannot be.
Then I recalled, what happened last night,
myself and I both had a fight.
While I said I love her and cant forget,
Myself kept saying,”you'll have to you bet!”
and then the fight reached its goal,
Myself kicked I out of its soul.
Now in my body lives myself alone,
While I am left with no flesh no bone.
Now who knows what happened how when and why,
I live without myself and myself without I.

Once Again as I picked up the pen ...

I never feel the urge,

but yet it seems like a need.

When words jump and splurge,

like high on weed.

It never happens otherwise,

but at times i feel i should.

This week it happened twice,

I hardly belived i could.

Can you believe it happens always,

whenever my mind wishes to speak.

Might be in a elevator or the hall way,

It happens every week.

At times it seems a call,

At others just a noise.

My fingers begin to ball,

When my heart gets a voice.

Conversing with this feeling,

I did the same once again.

I reveal the thoughts i've been concealing,

Once again as i picked up the pen...